i remember 3 a.m. drives with you and the full moon as my companions. i wanted to die then. cause i knew it could never get any better than that. you were the reason my skies had turned blue, and why my lips curved upward at their ends. love. it was such a new feeling. crisp and fresh. it didn't get better. and now. i'm left with these physical reminders of you. and our late nights. i try to fill this immense cavern you dug inside me. with things that just won't fit. things that aren't borne of love. and i've lost the hope you ignited. maybe. maybe i'll find someone who makes me feel again. and i'll fall in love all over. but a part of me doubts that. i should have died then. cause it could never have gotten any better than you.
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